Homey

After seeing someone posting in H!O about Sayumi mentioning Eri and JunJun in "Homey" DVD, I then took a look at the subbed version of the video.

I mentioned somewhere before about Sayu would feel lonely after Eri graduated. And in this video, she really seemed that she was kind of suffering by this fact. It was not like that she could not survive in the group, and need to leave. But i think that it was still an impact to her.

In the current group,

Aichan and Risa should be close.

Reina and Aika were always together since 2007.

However, Sayu wasn't that close with any the above four members. Sayu-Eri bond.. was really tight.

For the days after those 3 graduated, there must be a lot of thing that she wanted to share with Eri... or... maybe JunJun

I always think that the relationship between Sayu and JunJun... was kind of a mystery.

On show, Sayu always complained that JunJun was copying her. Like..she complained in almost every show.

and in pictures and DVD, Both of them doesn't seems that close. Except for blog pictures]

Therefore, I always think that JunJun and Sayu were normal friends, or maybe only simple companion.

In the graduation concert, I was surprised that ... Sayu finally... wanted to express her true feeling on JunJun in public. I knew that they worked together for almost 4 yrs, so there must be some kinds of bond between them... but i never thought that Sayu would cry when facing JunJun... It seems like that there were ALOT of thing happened between those two.

But anyway, JunJun graduated, so the file would be sealed and then no one would mention it again.

Surprisingly!,

I never thought that, Sayu would mention Jun again in the video.

Sayu was crying in the video. She struggled her words out... She gave me the feeling that she had a lot of words that she wanted to speak out [ maybe to JunJun] , but it seemed that the truth was too hard to be spoken out... so at last , she only kept on saying similar stuff...

interesting...

but i think this would be the last time Sayu would mention this "case" openly.

and the "truth" would remain secret forever...