- Maybe kind of late for now. Ogawa Saki. I was surprised when the news was out. felt really bad on that day she left since she was my favorite in smileage. and still miss her a lot recently.
-Aichan graduation. The days of her graduating is coming soon. I didn't even try to think about when is she graduating.. since i think i must feel bad not to see her in MM .. maybe feeling worse after she graduated.
- Aika, haven't seen her on shows for a while, which gives me a wrong impression that only 8 members left in MM for now
-10 gen. seen some of the audition clip. since the announcement.. the day that they will join is coming too. It is not even a year since EJL left, and wow.. MM really changed a lot. Esp when Aichan era is going to end soon.
- new single is out ~ new album first press is out of stock already ><'
After graduating from Morning Musume, JunJun seemed to become more and more "secret"
At first, she still blogged a lot , about her post MM life in Japan and China.Since she started blogging, she was the kind of person who would blog a lot. Wt makes her stop all the blogging..?
first, her artist status is still unknown. Who is she working for now? Maybe she is still under UF, but there is no proof at all. so without an artist status/ spirit, she did not want to blog anymore??
Like Icecream musume, they all de-idolized
second, why didn't she meet up with the Musumer during her work in Japan. no time? she mentioned that she missed the members, but did not know in what way she should appear in front of the members.but still, fds from another country, it is always a must meet.
or did she meet the members..and they hid the fact due to some ruless?? contracts??
in contrast , Linlin met the members as she worked with JunJun..
third. maybe idols do not like to blog about their own life outside their idol life. JunJun did not mention about her hometown, her life style, and etc. maybe she will mention about her new hair style, but not about anything about her normal day. no everyday pictures of her food. i always wonder if any stalkers appeared around her life [ Chinese wota stalkers!!??] which scare her so she stop posting more about her life. China has too many people ~
I want JunJun to live happily. as a fan, I would like to see her being active. It really kind of sad losing news from her... losing of way of knowing her thinking... and she turned more and more like a stranger to me...
JunJun is always the positive gentle genki girl :] yay!
After seeing someone posting in H!O about Sayumi mentioning Eri and JunJun in "Homey" DVD, I then took a look at the subbed version of the video.
I mentioned somewhere before about Sayu would feel lonely after Eri graduated. And in this video, she really seemed that she was kind of suffering by this fact. It was not like that she could not survive in the group, and need to leave. But i think that it was still an impact to her.
In the current group,
Aichan and Risa should be close.
Reina and Aika were always together since 2007.
However, Sayu wasn't that close with any the above four members. Sayu-Eri bond.. was really tight.
For the days after those 3 graduated, there must be a lot of thing that she wanted to share with Eri... or... maybe JunJun
I always think that the relationship between Sayu and JunJun... was kind of a mystery.
On show, Sayu always complained that JunJun was copying her. Like..she complained in almost every show.
and in pictures and DVD, Both of them doesn't seems that close. Except for blog pictures]
Therefore, I always think that JunJun and Sayu were normal friends, or maybe only simple companion.
In the graduation concert, I was surprised that ... Sayu finally... wanted to express her true feeling on JunJun in public. I knew that they worked together for almost 4 yrs, so there must be some kinds of bond between them... but i never thought that Sayu would cry when facing JunJun... It seems like that there were ALOT of thing happened between those two.
But anyway, JunJun graduated, so the file would be sealed and then no one would mention it again.
Surprisingly!,
I never thought that, Sayu would mention Jun again in the video.
Sayu was crying in the video. She struggled her words out... She gave me the feeling that she had a lot of words that she wanted to speak out [ maybe to JunJun] , but it seemed that the truth was too hard to be spoken out... so at last , she only kept on saying similar stuff...
interesting...
but i think this would be the last time Sayu would mention this "case" openly.